I haven’t blogged a ramble for a while so here I am… bored at work on bank holiday Monday… yes it’s true, I’m a glutton for punishment and am working overtime on our day off Nuts aren’t I??!!

The weather is so nice out as well… why did I volunteer for this nonsense?!

Will the month of May be our month for getting our baby? I sure hope so cos I’m tried both physically and emotionally. I never realised TTC could be so traumatic! People tell me to “relax” and “stop trying so hard” and “it’ll happen when the time is right”… sod all that… how the heck can a TTCer relax?? It’s just not gonna happen! And all the “it’ll happen”… I know people mean well, but I’m impatient, tired, frustrated and fed up… I want our baby NOW dammit. I want to make my hubby a daddy NOW

Wish us luck…

So today is 9DPO… It may as well be 1 DPO, this 2 week wait is dragging on soooo long, I’m bored of it now.

My temp took a nosedive this morning, so things aren’t looking good for this cycle either… it’s all depending on tmor’s temp. If it’s low… AF is on the way… if it goes back up… let’s just say it’s a much more hopeful outlook.

Please go back up!! Bring on the babydust!!

We just saw an ad on TV for clearblue digital HPT. Jokingly, I said to him, “you wanna pee on that sophisticated technology?” (the pink words are used in the ad)

He goes… “pee on it?”

I said yeah

He goes “You don’t PEE on a pregnancy test”.

I was like…. “what do you think you do with it?” (wondering what the heck he thought they were for!)

He goes “Don’t you stick it up *there* for a bit and then take it out and then it tells you if you’re having a kid?”

Well, you guessed it… the WTTC is over… now onto TTC.

Time for DH to knock me up, and expand our little family with a gorgeous new baby!!!

Not that I’m counting… 3 months, 2 weeks and 6 days!!!